Alone~ November 25, 1998 3:45 PM ~
It started today... Something I never expected. I learned that I’m pregnant today. I am so happy. I cannot wait to tell my parents or my boyfriend Andrew. The sad thing is, that the same time I tell my parents I’ll be coming out to them. They have no idea that I’m gay. My parents have no idea at all. I know they will be happy for me. They always talk about wanting grandchildren once I get older. It may be happening earlier than planned, but they will get as they wish. I’m trying to decide how to tell Andrew about our little angel.
Maybe I’ll buy a pacifier and give him it in a box with a tag on it... Maybe... Or maybe a bottle...? Hmmm... This is harder than I thought... Maybe... Maybe I’ll do a whole thing; a diaper, a bottle, and a pacifier as well as booties... Yeah! That sounds good! Now to do it. I’ll tell you how it goes Juniper. I’m gonna name you Juniper. The one friend I can tell anything to.